red flags – Spilled Ink from the Vault

June 4, 2025

Redbreast

My red flagis I still don’t really believe in my worth,(I thought I did)and that’s what’s stopping mefrom telling you the truth. Red-faced at the idea of being caught red-handed, catching feelsfor you.It’s not that there is any reason to be ashamedof finding you attractive. You’re not the problem. It’s that I can’t bring myselfto…

thank you

I’ve thanked you often, for the role you’re playing in my healing. Thank you for being a safe placeto explore desires. Thank youfor fulfilling some of my wildest fantasies.Thank you for reminding methat constructive, honest conversationis attainable. Thank you for the whiskey-soaked memoriesand all of the words you’ve inspired,dare I say some of my best…

Broken

He said he didn’t like rules, preferred none at all, that any rules existed onlyto be broken. She’d written something similar:it’s not about rules or boundaries, it’s about freedom and love.(I will not sayI should have called these red flags,but the colours are somehow clearerin the rear view mirror.)I broketwo of mine. I cannot claimignorance…